There are tears in my eyes
knowing I can't have you by my side.
I would cross oceans of blue
just to be with you.
I want to put my fingers through
the ringlets of your curly hair.
You fan the flames of my desire
I need you before I perspire.
You said you didn't really like poetry,
but you tolerated it for me.
I know you still liked my poems
as you stated that they're a piece of me.
I couldn't express myself to you another way
I wanted to let you know that someday I'll be okay.
In a way you'll always be my first
but I know I wasn't your first anything.
Perhaps that's the most devastating of all,
that I lost you before I could even have you.
You found me and saved me from drowning
but even then I could never feel the warmth of your lips.
So I am giving you this piece of me
preserved in this poem.
A part of me will probably always want more
but there's another ocean out there waiting for me.
- Dedicated to Naryenfer
