it looms larger than life
You say I can beat this
You tell me to fight.
When it crumbled to pieces
I could not stand.
At my darkest hour
You refused to give me light.
The mirror became my enemy
I struggle to exist
under Your thumb.
The battle is fraught,
everyone feels like an adversary.
You say I can trust You
You instigated the rage.
I wish I could murder You
that would be mercy.
You lay down your weapons
I will hang Your noose.
I will bury You
You will not be remembered
You will not be mourned.
I can stop wishing
You were never born.
